I know you're scared right now. Maybe you miss someone. Maybe your heart hurts a little. or a lot. Or maybe you're not quite sure of who you are or what you want, but that feeling you want back, the one where it doesn't seem like the whole world is against you. Its still here. It never really left. And one day you'll realize that the only person who can find it again is you.
-c.p


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my grandma is angry at my grandpa because when they went to the doctors the lady asked what he was allergic to and he said his wife

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I am so sad.

no sadness friend

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"

see, i felt like
there was a big fucking hole
right in my chest
a shadow i could not
outdistance

see, i made jokes all the time
because i was already so bruised
why not make myself
the punchline

see, i’m one of those
“burn out in the glory of fire”
types, always the
funny man, always
quick with a smile,
always full of liquor
by the end of the night

nobody even noticed
when i wanted
to die

"
- you can’t hurt me worse than i’ve already hurt myself, my love // r.i.d (via inkskinned)

1. Have you ever wanted something so bad but you know it’ll never happen?
truth: Maybe if you werent so goddamn whiney something would actually go your way. Hes way too good for you anyway. just move on and let someone else have a chance.
reality: You’ll get it! You just have to work hard for it, and if he doesnt see it, hes dumb 😘

2. No one actually gives a shit.
truth: Quit trying so hard to get attention all the time. Your problems arent even that bad.
Reality: Of course they do! We all love you

3. Were you calling me a whore behind my back? I just want the truth..
truth: Of course we were. I mean its the truth. maybe if you werent such
a dirty slut we wouldn’t have to. someones got tell you the truth sometime. its pathetic that you think we’re actually your friends.
Reality: of course not! why would you think such a thing? im offended you woild even consider accusing me of doing that!

4. Its getting bad again.
truth: Shes such an over-exaggerater. Like shut up, no one gives a fuck. you complain everyday.
Reality: im here for you, I promise.

5. Thank you for being here for me, love you.
truth: im only here because if I wasnt you’d kill yourself.
reality: Of course, love ya too

"She always loved the sea, but that never explained
why I saw shipwrecks in her smile. She was the type
of girl that slipped out of your fingers like sand,
especially when you tried to hold on too tight, she
didn’t like being too close. She’d crash into men like
the waves crashed into rocks, she thought she would
find herself in them but she never did. I told her she
already had something. I told her that the emotions
she held inside her were gifts to be written and given,
but instead she swallowed pills that took them away.
She asked me if I believed in heaven and I said yes,
and followed it with a don’t go without me. She shook
away the smile on her face and said one day she’d meet
me between the sea and the sun, I didn’t understand
what the hell she meant so I just said okay. It wasn’t
until the next day I called her in the morning and got no
answer, no answer, no answer.
The last time I caught a glimpse of her was when I set
her ashes free, between the sun and the sea. Where
she wanted to be."
- i.c. // to the ones who lost
their best friend  (via delicatepoetry)

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