my grandma is angry at my grandpa because when they went to the doctors the lady asked what he was allergic to and he said his wife
see, i felt like
there was a big fucking hole
right in my chest
a shadow i could not
see, i made jokes all the time
because i was already so bruised
why not make myself
see, i’m one of those
“burn out in the glory of fire”
types, always the
funny man, always
quick with a smile,
always full of liquor
by the end of the night
nobody even noticed
when i wanted
1. Have you ever wanted something so bad but you know it’ll never happen?
truth: Maybe if you werent so goddamn whiney something would actually go your way. Hes way too good for you anyway. just move on and let someone else have a chance.
reality: You’ll get it! You just have to work hard for it, and if he doesnt see it, hes dumb 😘
2. No one actually gives a shit.
truth: Quit trying so hard to get attention all the time. Your problems arent even that bad.
Reality: Of course they do! We all love you
3. Were you calling me a whore behind my back? I just want the truth..
truth: Of course we were. I mean its the truth. maybe if you werent such
a dirty slut we wouldn’t have to. someones got tell you the truth sometime. its pathetic that you think we’re actually your friends.
Reality: of course not! why would you think such a thing? im offended you woild even consider accusing me of doing that!
4. Its getting bad again.
truth: Shes such an over-exaggerater. Like shut up, no one gives a fuck. you complain everyday.
Reality: im here for you, I promise.
5. Thank you for being here for me, love you.
truth: im only here because if I wasnt you’d kill yourself.
reality: Of course, love ya too